Wow...motherhood is daunting. Sometimes I feel like I am dreaming and will wake up soon and all the good stuff will be gone and all the bad stuff will be true. I guess you can tell that I am not an optimist! Bummer! I just want my girls to grow up knowing that I was there for them and that I love them so much that sometimes I had to make hard decisions regarding them. Does that make sense? Does anyone else out there feel like me? Please respond so I don't feel so alone.