Peace. Just peace.

God's grace is amazing.  I have so much to be thankful for and even in the midst of my hurting heart that aches for one more day with my mother, I know that God's  plans for me and my family are good.  He is walking this journey with me and He knows exactly where we are going.  I feel as though I am stepping off into my future.  Like I am just now growing up.  Does that seem weird?  I choose to trust.  I cannot see the road ahead but I know if I hold TIGHTLY to the hand of God.....we can deal with all that is.  Peace.  That is what I am thankful for.  There is no peace in the world around, but as I am learning how to lean (yes, just now finally learning) into the arms of my Creator, I am feeling at peace.  It.  Feels.  Good!